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these two souls are a rare find, their music will always have a place in my heart.

tonight i was introduced to a little breathing exercise, to help cure anxiety.
i meditated with rainymood.com
i am tempted to seek aid from pharmaceutical medicine, but it seems the easy way out, & these words :

The rhymes will heal 'cause I believe in music
In times of need I won't be leaving you sick
The beat plus the melody's the recipe
Your vibe surely brings out the best in me
The rhymes will heal 'cause I believe in music
In times of need I won't be leaving you sick
The beat plus the melody's the recipe
All good souls lost may they rest in peace

And indeed, for me, music is truly healing.
I want to "seek the light" with the natural world; music, books, words that could move mountains, learning, nature, watching things grow, gaining independence and being responsible for a life (neko!), etc.

And when I see the light,
And when I see the light, 
What will it look like?
And when I see the light,
And when I see the light,
Will it be too bright?